sometimes u find a rare gem, u end up doing many things u never thot u would do. As in giving all u've got, giving your time, energy, resources just to make that sure all is well and to ur satisfaction...

sometimes the giving is well justified.. but wat happens when its not. or wat happens when u found out this wasn't exactly wat u see?

then u wished u didnt find out abt it... some sorta self denial comes into play.. and u keep convincing yourself that it wasn't the case.

how much would you be willing to give before finding the truth? some ppl really dun mind giving.. but some really gets tired after giving and seeing no hope.

my advice is... wake up ur idea... u can be exploited, but do know ur limits. ppl juz dun learn..

damn.. my backspace is giving some squirky sound. idiot. i've got a mice in my lappy.