since 14th nov i have been playing non-stop. not everyday, juz slacking my way thru til the end of the semester. and now i've finally had to pay the price of not putting in much effort..........

my results this sem? LIKE SHIT. GPA not even 3.0 . i think i'm the bottom most class of the whole of SMU. my results suck so much, i feel like quitting skool for gd. tmd. i hav no one to blame for such lousy grades. ONLY MYSELF. somebody please kill me and end my misery. argh.

next sem, i will not have expectations for gd grades anymore, perhaps i shld juz switch to enjoying skool life and not bother much abt my grades. but in a place like that, if u dun care much abt ur grades, nobody will care abt u either. And most pple will probably stay away from u for being tooooo slack.

wah rao its been 4 freaking days and i'm still sulking abt this piece of crap that spoils the whole of my holiday. ='(

am i really not cut out for this? ....

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apart from the misery, i hav nothing very happy to report, except the ktv-ing with lynnie and yuanru darlin on thurs nite; it was fun. then clubbing @ dbl O on fri wit abi dearie. sat was working for some company; computer upgrading. tbc for sunday from 5pm-3am also. but its gd money. so not much objections abt the deadly hours.

xmas is ard the corner and ORchard road seems to be covered in the wrong color -.- mayb it shld be in a darker color then gold. looks like some other festival -.-


(goin out for supper... will edit more when i m free... =X )

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