i lost an important family member today....

he was like a son to me...

i still cannot accept the fact that he laid there livelessly.. with his pitiful eyes staring straight back at me.. i know i've done him bad and i neva show him enough care and concern...

now i really hope he will move on to a better place. go on to heaven..


i'm really sorry for the things i've done and wat i have not done.

i'm sorry i didnt get a gd place to bury him... its the 7th month and i really dun wanna be offending things i shouldnt have.


bunny.. if u know wat i'm feeling.. i really want to say that u've been a great part of my life.. and i will neva forget u... ever..

u're the cutest pet i've ever had...

at times u throw temper and i wud scold u loudly and attempt to hit u once or twice... the times u would eat off my hand when i feed u pellets.. the times u would want me to sayang u when u put ur head forward....

bunny i will miss u....

may u rest in peace... if there is another time.. i really hope to treat u better.

to baby: thanks for being there for me. juz when i needed u the most. thanks for everything.. thanks for going thru this tough day with me.. i love u..

sat - 15th july

met lynn, darlin and nana at citylink at 5plus. shopped ard at suntec and headed to nus guildhouse outdoor bbq for janet's party for the nite........ was a windy and interesting nite with fireworks display, great food and photo taking moments.

went zouk til 3am in the morning after that. thanks to baby who came to fetch us... :)

18 - 21st july

had english language workshop, classes for 5 consecutive days. fun n rewarding. great lecturers and nice frens made in the first class i attend.

slping at 3am for 3 days straight, waking up at 7am, yet i didnt fall aslp in class. amazing how the class was able to divert my attention from the slp monster. hehe

fri 21st - met darlin @ 6 at somerset (for the first time i was early!) and went to yiwen's place to chat with her, also accompanying her for dinner while waiting for lynn to reach and the movie to start. had xin wang cafe for dinner. i ate wat baby loves, the bak ting noodle. the movie was not as bad as i thot la. i still feel its better then superman la....

after movie, was ard 11plus. we walked all the way to the cathay from cine, then hover ard raffles city starbucks for a drink and we eventually walked to esplanade. i juz love to sit by the windy sea. or is it river. lol. we chatted on some redundant stuffs(haha) and proceed hm at 1plus in the morning, considering i have to wake up at 7 for class the following day. it was fun to hang out after movie though we had nothing to do. juz abit sorry that the girls hav to take a cab hm as they do not have direct night riders or so. i've got an hr long journey hm from esplanade as well. due to the niterider.

sat 22st july - finish class and head for garage to meet baby. they were preparing for the official opening of the garage the next day. had our car polished while i got started on my final essay upstairs. i was brain dead by 10pm. we left ard 12am and head to tuas to meet some of our other club mates. apparantly, we were stopped by police for some issues and so we finally left at 2plus.

sun 23rd july - got up at 9am after baby's persistent reminder that its time to wake up and leave hm. was at the garage for some phototaking and witnessing of the lion dance. then ate and came derrick and his family. i was "forced" to carry baby dylan (they were testing my maternal instincts) haha.

he was really adorable and small. and no matter how much discomfort i felt he was in, he didnt really cry at all... he slp all the way after his milk on my arms. yes for a short period of 15 mins but my hands are aching til now. -.-

we head for suntec after that and shop ard then we head hm at 5pm as we're really tired and slpy. gonna go try to continue on my essay now ..

sat, went town wit lynn n sk... shopp and ate at xin wang cafe at ms.. saw joey + lincoln....... went hm ard 11plus, i surf net til 3am stayed up to watch football til 5am. germany played a gd game, portugal as always seems so rough n violent. germany deserve to win although i felt the referree was biased against the portugals.

anyway oliver kahn had really gd eyes. always blocking the ball out.

sunday, went shunjimatsuo wisma to get my hair trimmed. the outlet at crown prince caught my attention since last yr.. ithot it was super ex.. but check out the prices was ard $32 - $45... market rate la... sad thing is service was rather slow, make me wait tens of mins to get my hair trimmed, washed etc... mayb i'll giv them one more chance by not goin to the wisma outlet.. mayb i'll go to the one at crown prince...

ate dinner wit evon after tat... she had a 15 mins cut only... and she agreed not to go back there ever.. lol

went cine for dinner. then hm sweet hm...

wat heart do i have............

Your Heart Is Blue

Love is a doing word for you. You know it's love when you treat each other well. You are a giving lover, but you don't give too much. You expect something in return. Your flirting style: Friendly Your lucky first date: Lunch at an outdoor cafe Your dream lover: Is both generous and selfish What you bring to relationships: Loyalty

i duno.. blue seems cold? not that warm hor..

fri nite, after work i went hm to rest, play monopoly wit my youngest sis..went ntuc wit her buy some snacks n drinks. then meet baby to tabao dinner. then i went his place to watch tv and he went to work after tat.

i slp ard 2plus.. he came back ard 3plus n couldnt slp until 730 in the morning. we both prepare n left the house ard 815am to join a fren's wedding. it was a convoy, from lakepoint condo (near my place) to raffles hotel then to the wedding couple's new hm at hougang. was rather boring actually. becoz of endless waiting and driving in a dangerous manner else we're moving too slowly. ard 20+ cars turn up...

went ivan's workshop wit baby n some of the guys.. then i head to orchard to meet lynnie n princess nana........ SHOPPING! wahaha. it was fun, we shopp from isetan to wheelock zara to wisma taka, then heeren.

we poisoned ourselves at MAngo @ isetan, buying 2 tops each.. 2 SAME DESIGNS for 3 of us. we had lotsa fun in the changing room, trying to take pics too. LOL. wenta try the jeans i wanted... lynn n nana very fierce one. force me to wear something i could not fit in... -.-

got $200 taka voucher from my company as "mid year bonus".. decided to buy some perfume or some tops i can find in taka. hehehhe.. of coz i'm giving half of it to baby. as a present. :)

wenta meet baby + zavier & val + ivan & janice + derrick & prisc @ old airport road hawker for some nice western food. garlic chix chop. sounds gross? u're wrong. hehe. its nice actually. after we all split up, zav called and ask us to go for dessert at changi village. my fav... RED TEA MILK LONGAN ICE. hahahhhah

zav gave me 4.5 stars out of 5. dun pray pray. hehe. actually is baby recommend de la. hehe

after that while driving hm, baby was falling aslp and i was tryin my best to keep im awake the whole journey. its a tough job since i was also falling aslp. -.-