many pple thot that when u c a couple having a steady relationship of a few
years, then unexpectedly,
this couple broke up. either party is supposed to cry like a baby or at
least think silly?

mayb this would've happened but not in my case. .

but well, not in my fren's case.

breaking up on christmas day is not the nicest christmas u could hav wished
for. n feelin single is a little strange.

i hate it when guys say "break up" for the smallest, slightest reason.

makes me wonder how much does the relationship matter to him? mayb it does
matter alot to him, but that isn't a very gd reason to say: "sorry i've said those things in a
moment of anger."

well i guess i cun comment alot on that matter .........


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these r the last working hours - 4 hours of yr 2005 for me.

wat a year. i cun actually rmb wat happened, mayb things like my mum givin
me tons of surprises, as she always does. spending time wif my poly mates, destiny, mapling. bdays... juz like that -[ 12 months has passed. busy skool yr, fyping and studyingg. had lotsa fun in the last term of poly life. then it was examinations and graduation. after dat, the job hunt started.. til now i still hav the kinda "i-juz-graduated- from-poly" feeling. =( time to outgrow that.

every year end, i hope that i will hav a better year ahead. but kns. every yr
seems to worsen. =(

this yr, i'm beginning to realise wat anti climax means.

thru me, xmas i wann stay hm, NYE i wan stay hm. juz hav the stay hm
alone( or wif anybody )mood. dun feeel like goin anywhr. but some gf mentioned mos juz now, n i'm slightly excited. i wanna go! wahhaa.

today in office was basically a i-juz-wanna-slack-whole-day feel. =P lunch
was expected to be abt 2hrs, but i came back within an hour. coz nothing to do, wann surf net. then was eating n eating n eating, despite my new plan to go on diet.

i'm skippin breakfast every office morning, surviving on only big cups of
H2o. i hope it helps, mayb only psycologically. but i feel if i didnt begin wif alot. i'll hav lesser fat deposits building up thruout the day.

nvtheless, today's office was rather empty. kinda sad imagine my colleague
comin in at afternoon, n she mentions she saw so many pple goin hm alrdy. she feel sad for herself.

anyway, somebody suggested to our vice president we should hav a yr end
party. to reward those who r present in office today n not on leave.. haha. funny thot. so there comes old chang kee, some wine, hardliquor and some drinks. not bad.

after lunch time, i was tempted by so many food i felt like i had eaten enuf
for the whole day. dim sum from tiong bahru, yr end party food. 'awfully chocolate'(its a brand name) ice cream, wth. luckily i didnt take breakfast.

if not i'll neva forgiv myself.

today is xiao ge's bday! wanna wish him all e best in his future, after
his 2yr harsh commando training ends next yr. will be goin his party at
chevr/on later.

well. my new yr resolution, is to keep fit by exercising more, hittin the
gym or ball court, learn driving, and also make up my mind on wat i'm gonna be doing in future.

i rmb makin last yr's resolution, to talk to my neighbour. i didnt get the
chance to, coz now all i saw was her younger bro wif huge aProblem. n i think she move to relative house to stay coz she's in poly but i havent seen her the whole yr -_______-"
. therefore NY resolution was a failure for 2005. haha

til then. happy new year to all ! cya next yr!