many pple thot that when u c a couple having a steady relationship of a few
years, then unexpectedly,
this couple broke up. either party is supposed to cry like a baby or at
least think silly?

mayb this would've happened but not in my case. .

but well, not in my fren's case.

breaking up on christmas day is not the nicest christmas u could hav wished
for. n feelin single is a little strange.

i hate it when guys say "break up" for the smallest, slightest reason.

makes me wonder how much does the relationship matter to him? mayb it does
matter alot to him, but that isn't a very gd reason to say: "sorry i've said those things in a
moment of anger."

well i guess i cun comment alot on that matter .........


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these r the last working hours - 4 hours of yr 2005 for me.

wat a year. i cun actually rmb wat happened, mayb things like my mum givin
me tons of surprises, as she always does. spending time wif my poly mates, destiny, mapling. bdays... juz like that -[ 12 months has passed. busy skool yr, fyping and studyingg. had lotsa fun in the last term of poly life. then it was examinations and graduation. after dat, the job hunt started.. til now i still hav the kinda "i-juz-graduated- from-poly" feeling. =( time to outgrow that.

every year end, i hope that i will hav a better year ahead. but kns. every yr
seems to worsen. =(

this yr, i'm beginning to realise wat anti climax means.

thru me, xmas i wann stay hm, NYE i wan stay hm. juz hav the stay hm
alone( or wif anybody )mood. dun feeel like goin anywhr. but some gf mentioned mos juz now, n i'm slightly excited. i wanna go! wahhaa.

today in office was basically a i-juz-wanna-slack-whole-day feel. =P lunch
was expected to be abt 2hrs, but i came back within an hour. coz nothing to do, wann surf net. then was eating n eating n eating, despite my new plan to go on diet.

i'm skippin breakfast every office morning, surviving on only big cups of
H2o. i hope it helps, mayb only psycologically. but i feel if i didnt begin wif alot. i'll hav lesser fat deposits building up thruout the day.

nvtheless, today's office was rather empty. kinda sad imagine my colleague
comin in at afternoon, n she mentions she saw so many pple goin hm alrdy. she feel sad for herself.

anyway, somebody suggested to our vice president we should hav a yr end
party. to reward those who r present in office today n not on leave.. haha. funny thot. so there comes old chang kee, some wine, hardliquor and some drinks. not bad.

after lunch time, i was tempted by so many food i felt like i had eaten enuf
for the whole day. dim sum from tiong bahru, yr end party food. 'awfully chocolate'(its a brand name) ice cream, wth. luckily i didnt take breakfast.

if not i'll neva forgiv myself.

today is xiao ge's bday! wanna wish him all e best in his future, after
his 2yr harsh commando training ends next yr. will be goin his party at
chevr/on later.

well. my new yr resolution, is to keep fit by exercising more, hittin the
gym or ball court, learn driving, and also make up my mind on wat i'm gonna be doing in future.

i rmb makin last yr's resolution, to talk to my neighbour. i didnt get the
chance to, coz now all i saw was her younger bro wif huge aProblem. n i think she move to relative house to stay coz she's in poly but i havent seen her the whole yr -_______-"
. therefore NY resolution was a failure for 2005. haha

til then. happy new year to all ! cya next yr!

at 4am in the morning...

guy n girl got entangle in a heated argument.

girl says some wrong things.

guy says some very heartbreaking things.

girl starts tearing, packs her things n proceed to open the door.

guy asks girl to stop in her track n everything was silent.


i do not understand y 2 ppl who love each other so much could hurt each other so much as well. if u love somebody, i guess u expect them to be more perfect then ur frens, or anybody. becoz they r supposed to understand u more. but becoz of this expectation, things go wrong, and hearts were broken..

ok quick change of blog skin. though it took me an hour -___-" and i was late for bedtime..

nvtheless, i like orange! hope my house /car/shoe/bag and everything is in orange. juz a warm n fuzzy n sunshine feeling.. woooOoozzzzz.

some errors here n there, i'll clear it up in no time. juz dun wan those adverts to pop out. so gotta change in case everybody stops visiting my blog. =P

few pics to end my post..



baby's ride, spot anything new?



me n some of the girls at ktv. n while i was having fever -__- i was singin to Davi/d tao. lol.

be back wif more pics!

laterss!

started work at office for 2 weeks now. its at raffles place. so far things hav been goin fine. nothing too great, nothing very bad either. except that i'm tiring myself out from working 2 jobs.

still workin at the restaurant for 2 or 3 nights in a week, 2 weekdays, sometimes one weekend.

after office work, rushed to the restaurant for my part time. quite tiring i would say. everytime i reach hm, i'll really hav no time to waste. i juz wished to hit the bed soon.

duno can continue how long, but at least until jan i hope. mayb if all my khakis at the restaurant quit, then i'll follow suit, if not i'll be staying on for the next 2 months at least.

nothing much to update abt my life. except that my bro got the black na/no as a bday present from mummy. but ok la. now he's got the nano, i dun exactly wanna buy it anymore. doesn't look very user frenly to me.

oh, dear juz painted his whole flat. in different colors for each room. then everything has to be moved ard to facilitate painting right. then duno who placed this tiger potrait infront of our bed, and for the past week, i havent been able to match dear's timing. i off, he work. i work he off. we only hav time for dinner for 2 days, even though we see each other almost everyday.

n i suspect is the tiger potrait thats spoiling the feng shui.... yeah i'm super-superstitious. anything that i can think off, if there's a chance, i will not let it happen. to me its like making things difficult for urself when nothing is wrong; findin trouble(zi zao mafan.) tmd. so i woke up mid of last night after realising that the tiger portrait might be causing all these.. i moved it out of the room! yeah! n i went back to bed.

mayb i'm over reacting... but lets see how things go this week. haha.

weeks come n past quickly. hope things are fine for everybody.

goin to prepare for work soon. ciao..........

1) What fairy tales do you think of when you see '3'

3 blind mice. - i know its not a fairy tale.. but..
3 stupid pigs and the wolf.
duno.

2) What are the 3 things you cannot live without currently?
hp.
dx.
money

3) What are your 3 favorite books?
harry potter (All)
5 people u meet in heaven
tuesday wif morrie

4) What are the 3 types of things in your room that have the most quantities?
- pillows, all kinda sizes. yes includin my little cloth lookalike pillow.
- mummy's clothes,
- lots of powder.

5) Who are the 3 friends who keep you sane?
meimei.
phuay.
anybody. i cun think of anyone. ren yuan bu hao ma... :(
mayb my sis(s) n bro.

6) Who are the 3 friends whom you think treat you as a big part of their lives?
i dun dare to think. coz i doubt there will be anybody who treat me as somebody important in their lives.

7) Who are the 3 people whom may think you're indispensable in their lives?
ah ma.
daddy.
dx. - i hope.

8) Who are the 3 people whom are indispensable in your life?
dx
bro and sis(s)
ah ma.

9) What are the 3 songs that are stuck in your head now?
shan hu hai - jay n the girl, cun recall her name.
more than words - frankie J bash
hei se mao yi. - jay

10) What are the 3 dishes you can eat everyday?
ayam goreng set - Esteller
char kuay teow, provided my throat remains the same.
spicy hk instant chicken noodle from hk cafe (Cha Chan Ting) - i eat this at least 3 times a week. haha

11) What are the 3 things you can do everyday?
meet dx.
surf net.
drink bubble tea.

12) Who do you like to go clubbing/pubbing/chilling out with the most?
evon..
abi.. meimei..
baozz..
lynn.. wen..

13) What do you do when you go clubbing/pubbing/chilling?
drink n get drunk.
and trip and fall.
and puke and go hm.

14) Who are the best people to talk on IM?
phuay.

15) Who do you think has the most patience around you?
phuay.
ah ma.
bro and sis(S) and dad.
dx. sometimes.

16) What are the 3 things that reduce you to tears almost instantaneously?
knowing that my bro and sis(S) are not being treated well.
something bad happen to dx.
a big fight wif anybody close.

17) What features do you like about yourself?

calves., hand.

well actually nothing liao. butt too big. eye too small. boobs not big, but waist very big. sighzz.

18) What personality traits do you like about yourself?
like to take care of pple younger then me.
hav a bit of responsibility.
knowing how to think for others n self.

19) What are you proud of about yourself?
-being sarcastic.(reverse psycology)
-able to think wif a clear head, try to put myself in ppl's shoe.
able to learn y pple behave the way they do.
-having a stand in most things.

20) What do you do when you're down?
curse n swear
show a bad face
then... i'll learn that every other day tat u're not down, is a blessing. dun take such days for granted.

21) What do you do when you're bored?
play maple,
surf net, check mail, forums,
check out things i wann buy.
call up my frens for phone chat. i still prefer the conventional way rather then IM.

23) What have you done to regret?
not tutoring my bro and sis.
not treating them better.
not getting into uni.

24) What do you loathe?
working.
vegetables.
selfish bastards.

25) What will you do with a million bucks?
buy a house, 4-5 rm flat. $200k
buy 2 cars, one for dx, one for me, $300k
save $200k.
set up a clothing store/fd store/cd store/pub with $300k

26) What will your children's names be?
julian
christopher
tamago. - ok kidding. haha
rachel.

27) Where are your favorite countries?
egypt
japan
any countries wif 7 wonders of the world.

28) What are you thinking of right now?
m i having a fever.
will i go to my fren's party tml, even w/o a present.
will i die tml of exhaustion.

29) Who do you wish to see now?
baoz.
my sis + dad.
dx.

30) What are the flowers you like?
i dun even kknow wat types of flowers r there,...

purple roses mayb?
sunflower
those cute cute type de. aiya i also duno.

31) What are your favorite designs of clothes?
casual, not too messy, comfortable, not too small. lol.

32) What do you think are your good friends' weak points?
naive, weird(yes its a gd point), not too particular abt money.

33) Who do you want to pass this meme to?
anything lo. too tired to think.