why can't love be a simple, i love u, u love me, we live tgt happily?

such a simple word, yet beholds thousands of things we human have to learn.

joy, sad, sorrow, sweetness, happy, jealousy, hate etc etc.

all the emotions mixed into one, n made it so complicated.

becoz of this "love" disease, millions are suffering from it.

wat crap.
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i dun believe in fairness anymore, there is no such thing. every human wants the best for themselves, that made them selfish, appear selfish, n act selfishly.

i'm no exception. i'm a greedy b-i-a-t-c-h.

i want the best, i want everything, i'm not willing to share. haha.

y?
simple reason y nobody shares their bf.

some small things is ok to share. some other more valuable things, u tend to be protective of, n be over possesive of.

i'm sorry if i ever was too hurtin in my actions. i neva meant to hurt, n i neva wanna do it especially to u. but i'm getting sick of wat u're doing.
not sayin things n keepin quiet all the time.

tell me that ur feelings for me havent change, n tell me that they will cont to last.

everytime pple who havent met me for a long time ask:"when r u getting married, u're so long tgt, he's not young anymore."

know wat? the more ppl say n ask, the more i think we wun last. i'm kinda pantang. n it makes me feel like every time this qn is asked, it makes me think that its becoming more n more impossible to happen.

i'm not sayin that our relationship has hit the rocks, its juz another obstacle to overcome.

standing the test of time. 5yrs is not very long, considerin u will find a partner n spend the rest of ur life wif. but 5 yrs is not short either. if one of us cannot make it, we would have wasted half a decade of our time for another. n its really very tired to start another relationship n go thru all the beginnings to reach the state dat we are.

everything on the surface isnt as simple n as perfect as it seems to be. but deep down inside, everyone wants it to be dat perfect. how?