gonna make this quick becoz its late at nite and i still have not packed my bag.

does true love really exist? or like wat jh said, its strong love, not true love.

define true n untrue.

i'm come to understand dat a relationship of a few years would actually be sustained becoz both of u have grown so acustomed to each other's lives, u become each other's habit. or i meant, its a habit for u two to stay tgt. if dats the case, the strongest love had faded becoz they cannot stand the test of time. i guess the test of time is the greatest obstacle to overcome for 2 person in love. if it were to die in a matter of months, its like getting to know each other and understand dat both of u dun really suit each other, so explains the really short term dat u 2 have.

hm.. i still believe in love that can withstand the test of time, from some articles i've seen in the paper. like ong teng chong and his wife. kudos to those who manage to stay wif their life partner for as long as a matter of 50 yrs. its difficult not to think of someone else, or fall in love wif another in the whole of 50 yrs. mayb its for the kids dat pple stay tgt, and i think kids are really innocent, if u want to bring them to this earth, better take responsibility alrgiht. they are not born to suffer from watever decisions u parents have made..

juz like how i always think my stepbro n younger stepsis are always being bullied by their dad's family, becoz their fcuking family is so biased. that i refer to the adults. set a bad example, and u shall all suffer from it. dats the reason y i dote on my bro n sis, although they're kinda annoyin at times, but i still cherish the times i spent wif them. they're pretty gd kids, coz they know how to save more than me, and they buy cute things for me knowin i will like them. :)

i miss my boy. he's so busy he havent had a proper meal. n my heart aches for him.

he juz called while i was blogging. miss him. hope i can see him tomoro.

p/s: i duno how to set my tagboard right. the colors and the words dat cannot be seen. anybody can help? if not i'll juz leave it as it is. hate the butterflies but like the overall template. looks abit like ms miaox's template except in blue.

bed time!