was chatting wif meimei in skool lab on fri afternoon. was doin our parts for FME proj. n she made me smile all the way home. thanks mei!

things she said to me, makes me feel dat i really have very nice frens. but i wun dwell into the details. n she really made me laugh! n Rae's testimonial in frenster too. hhaha. :)

sometimes i think mind games are really childish. but wat better way to go abt doin it?
its funny to see pple playing mind games with each other. its irritating in a way if u're one of them playin it, but if u see pple "playin" it, it can really make u laugh.

u would think, y would pple wanna play mind games wif each other. right? yesh i say again, its childish. but who isn't guilty of committing this sin? haha.

alright, i hate it when weekends past so fast, i havent got time to say "saturday", its already sunday liao. aarrrgghh. n i still havent got a top or a skirt dat i wanna buy. then i already spend half the $ on entertainment. ijuzhaveproblemssaving.

i dreamt of meeting a person whose blog i frequent, but we dun know each other at all. weird dream. n she tok to me, like we're already frens.

alright. i'm gonna take this chance to say this to all my frens, close or far,

"i will be there for anyone of u who needs a listening ear, no matter juz for a few seconds, minutes, a few days, or even up to years. i juz want to lend a hand to whoever has problems. even if u're not close to me, or even i dun know u well. sometimes its good to tok to someone who really isnt very close to u, becoz in a way, she might be able to see things from a better perspective, rather then depend on her own opinion to judge someone whom u all are tokin abt. i hope the msg is clear. i think juz lending a ear is gd enuf, n if possible, i would try my best to help. dun be afraid to speak to me, if u think i'm busy, i'm not. time is manage by ourselves, so not enuf time is a really lousy excuse. "

to whomever it might concern: "its difficult to do, easy to say, but, juz let go. becoz its one of the best presents u can give. n give urself some time. time will eventually heal the wound. its not fast but every feeling would get lesser when time passes by. wat u could do, is keep urself busy, catch up wif frens u have lost contact wif, and if u want to show care for that person, dun overdo it. the other person would find dat its kinda irritating if u show too much care n concern. care like u would do to a normal fren. n hope everything falls into place after dat. meaning, u all can continue and remain as frens.

the thing is, if the party doesnt appear to want u to care, most likely its a goner. if the party doesnt seem to appreciate wat u have done, n doesnt show dat they care at all, then dun waste ur time anymore. meaning, if the party doesnt reciprocate, most likely they r not interested. if there is a hint somehow that they still cares, there might still be a chance, but it wun be dat easy, or dat fast. juz let nature take its course, n dun hurry things. dun think too much, becoz it might not help things. one of the best things is juz to reminisce, n treat it juz as a very memorable past, juz be glad dat such sweet things happen b4, be contended wif the memories. its not gonna help if u keep wanting things to be back like last time. mayb u could try to wait for a right moment and speak to each other. then again, dun hurry.

saw this sentence, quite meaningful. life is juz about waiting. waiting for the right person, right time, right moment, n all good things muz wait, or, are worth the wait. "

hopes this enlightens anybody it might seem to affect.
dats to the frens whose having some relationship problems. like i said, to whom it might concern. can speak to me if u gals see me online. take care all.

gtg.