Sorry that I was alittle too vulgar in my previous entry. Kinda emotionally affected, becoz I'm love sick.. :X joking. It was mainly due to the day's timetable that put me in a foul mood. I'm alright already.

Training was ok today. Abit too tiring for my legs. Pitter patter and sprints. The ball drills are very fun as usual, and the team drills were excellent. We rushed in the throws, but we manage to catch them all and it went rather smoothly without much problems. Playing the game was when we start throwing the balls into the opponents' hands. Well, last quarter was partly my fault coz I was playing GA instead of the usual GD/ WD. Juz for fun our coach asked me to play attacking and it turned out rather disastrous. Not a lot of pple turn up, had a strength of abt 16(is that considered little? I'm abit overboard coz we have strengths of 5 before) only. Old players came back today, like wai ching, kimiko, mary. Kinda fun to have them back. Esp mary. :X

Psycho me and I might change my mind of playing for Sunday's carnival. I'm not the best or most experience player around to play hard to catch. I juz dun feel like playing, but I'll be down to support u gals. Hahas. I know la, u all short of players so ask me, but kinda kelian if there are only 9 of u and this will result in one player resting at all times. One for umpire, 7 on the court. Lol. Pity 3 of the rather experienced players were playin for their own team. If not sure enough le.

Project is starting to be stressful but the bloodie CSB is so many times worse off. Dread goin for CSB every Thursday. Sometimes I have the dreaded feeling before training starts, becoz the physical is enough to turn me n my mates nuts. So far, I know Rhoda and Mary is goin thru the same mental torture. Its funny wat Rhoda said, abt how she is afraid of physical trainings, how she yearns to skip each PT, but she has never skipped once despite the mental torturing she is going thru. Very disciplined I must say. Mary said its not easy to skip and juz go away, I duno why, but I think they will feel rather guilty skippin training.. Hahah. But I must say, if the whole team goes thru the same PT, u will really really be motivated to do it. Speaking from experience.

Eh sj, ur sis very cute leh. Dats wat everybody said. :P

Apple is my fav fruit! Remember that! Haha :X

Alright, I'm suffering from post Communication Skills for Biz syndrome - PCSBS. shucks. I think I'll have Thursday blues from now on for the next 2 months, til I grad. Buddha please help me pull thru this smoothly. Financial management for engineers - FME is difficult, but still fun, I enjoy the lect n tut mr wong is giving. MCOM - cun remember wat it stands for, is stupidly dumb. I still have no clue wat I'm learning the past 4 weeks. I think its pure crap.

I juz ate a pack of expired instant mee goreng found in my kitchen 2 days ago. Supposed to be my dinner, but halfway thru it, I discovered to my horror that its 6 months overdue. gonna spoil my body in this way. Luckily I even bothered to check, coz I never do check.

I think I blog too much ah. I think I have lack of frens to tok to. Lol. Not acting pitiful, dun pity me ok. I think I do deserve wat I'm getting.

Em, I wonder if this is true but I read from papers, pple can stop donating cash to the tsunami victims becoz they have enuf $$ in a certain region, and the leader in-charge of that area is very honest in saying they have enuf money to finance their operations. They meant to ask donators to donate those cash to other organizations dat might need the money. Places(I think) like cancer foundation, kidney, heart, etc etc. I respect the leader for wat he's done, he said he dun wanna cont' asking for donations when they have enuf, its like cheating the pple's money. Very cool. I really admire that. I'm very glad that all those who have the ability to help have already done their part, pple like the richest, celebrities from over the world, becoz they really do have the fortunes to help the poor. Well, juz help in whichever way we can.

I think its very important to stay up to date with the current affairs and whatever is happening in n ard sg. I dun like the feeling of being ignorant in such cases. Dats y I enjoy reading straits times becoz its full of info, I absolutely hate the newpaper becoz its like a very summarized version of everything, and there are a lot of mobile phone adverts taking up space.

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Go buy Monday's straits times from now on. Heard they have a section of 2 - 3pages dedicated to young adults or teenagers. Toking abt clubbing, gaming, etc etc. I think it should be quite nice to read. Well, my personal fav editions of the straits time will be tues - becoz they have digital life - something u read to keep in touch wif latest IT fads, wed - health - talks about health issues, I like becoz I quite like science and bio. Sat esp, becoz it's the thickest newspaper of the week, from recruit, to car pricing, to life, everything is juz fantastic for me. Sunday papers are not really a must, becoz I think it toks abt lifestyle etc etc, but still worth to read if u have time. I never miss sat's papers. I'm a loyal fan right. But I know, all of u muz be lamenting, who cares if I like sat or mon's edition of straits times. Lol, if I bore u, dun worry, no obligation at all. Feel free to make ur exit. :P

Enuf said. Best of luck for proj discussion from now on.

To whomever it seems appropriate: there will always be a reason to why I told u things, and why I choose not to tell u. either its juz a matter of time, or a matter of whether I trust u or not. Be glad I told u things, but dun fret if I didn't tell u n told others instead. Its juz my way of dealing with certain things and how comfortable I am to the person who gets to hear my side of any story and the person I dun say anything.

"U" dun refer to any particular person. It might mean all or only one or two of you. All of u juz try to understand why I m doing this.

Sometimes u get so tired doing the same thing over and over again, u juz want to give up.

i give up.

Singaporean adults are very rude. Very crude.

A lot of them which I met, have absolutely no manners at all. Goes to show how well they were brought up.

Went to my mum's place at near Tiong Bahru. It was a one room flat. Meaning, no room at all. But its good enuf for 2 person to live. Juz nice. Its so funny, when I told my mum dat I wanted a Ella (S.H.E.) - lookalike hairstyle anytime soon.

Mum: "ehh. Dun wan la, dat hair like tom-boy."
Me: "hm.. define tomboy?"
Mum and bf: "Girl, who acts like a boy lo."
Me: "wat about their sexual preference? Do they like girls or guys?"
Mum: "Like girls la. U never see one before meh? The tomboy?s galfrens like to hold their hands de."
Me : "ohhhh.. ahha. Now I see wat do u adults mean by tom-boy. Lol. It means butch la. Call them butch. My skool got a few, but usually not very perfect. Either too short, or abit overweight. Hehe."

Now u know wat ur mum means when they call u a tomboy? Hehe. I was called a tomboy before. In pri skool. But I've grown outta dat stage. Wahahha. Even if I get Ella's hairstyle.

Something abt the new year.

I think we shouldn-t say "happy" new year anymore. something like safe and trouble/war/epidemic - free" new year would be more appropriate.

The death toll was up to abt 149000 this mon. Imagine it hits sg, thanks to the Sumatra islands dat are shielding sg from those tsunamis. Lucky us. I've not been really emotionally affected as compared to the wtc incident on Sept 11 2001. guess I haven't seen some really saddening photos/videos dat could affect me yet. But its really annoying when pple say: "dun go to sentosa la, got tsunami." This answer would agitate me. It makes me feel like u pple are making fun of tsunami victims. Isn't it? I know dats not wat u all mean. But dats wat it means to me, and somehow this affects me la. Try not to answer in this way la. Think for those victims.

I should make a new year resolution this year!

I've got not much to make. Mostly require effort and hardwork.

1. Aim to become prettier. (try to bypass the seven yr itch in this way.)
2. Get my car/bike license.
3. Start saving for my wedding. no la, kidding.(Start saving for a car. :P)
   

Oh. Can I also make next year's resolution. Lol.

I want a

1. laptop
2. mp3 player - ipod hopefully.
3. tag - gy. Tag heuer.

Sounds like a Christmas list more than a new year resolution. Well, all these are also considered goals wat. Goals dat u work towards.

But the last 3 items are really out of reach. Probably achievable only from next year onwards. Nevermind. I should get a license first. Maybe can also have the ability to share a car wif dx. Then shareholder then can drive ma. If not shareholder, I also paiseh to drive.

Oh..! I got another resolution!

talk to my neighbour. The gal, who's waiting for her o'levels results. Juz wanna befriend her. Dats all. Cool to have a neighbour of the almost same age ma. Heheh.

Oh. This reminds me. Something happened on my way to my mum's place this afternoon.

i lost my way, and alighted one stop before the supposed bus stop. Then while walking along the very deserted pedestrian walkway along this sec skool, a few crows attacked me. The crows are big la. Then they are hanging and flying ard the big trees along the road. Then they start to fly really low, almost touching me. If u think I consider dat as attack, then I muz admit I'm exaggerating. But one of the stupid crows, actually fly so close, that it stretch out its stupid claw and attempted to abduct me. I mean, catch me. Muz be thinking I'm a worm or something. No no, mayb not a worm. I dun think crows eat worms. I think they eat smaller birds. Meaning, I look like a bird? From the top view? Weird, but u pple can tell me I look like a bird if I really do, so I'll know the crow isn't really dat dumb.. It didn't hurt me in the process of trying to attack me, but its really weird.

I'm thinking positively, I think the crow muz be helping trying to take away something bad from me. Well, if I'm really pessimistic, then I think I shouldn't buy 4-D or toto or anything close. Becoz an encounter like this should equate to being "suay" for abt few months? Or mayb even the whole year. shiat. Stupid bird. Mummy says dun be pantang and everything should be fine.

But from my grandma's tone, I thot dat I'll be like dying anytime soon. Lol. But she said no, not abt anyone dying. So I guess should be becoming really unlucky.

Ah ma asked one of my neighbours for the guan yin's plant, and I'm supposed to bathe wif dat stalk of leaves in a pail of water. To wash away the bad luck and bring about the gd luck. Yeah. I need dat.