Year 2004 review.

Been a really unforgettable year so far.

Made a lot of friends this year. N for the first time, I realized I'm not as anti-social as I thot.

Acquired friends in the skool, a whole lot more, other then those in my class. I still have problems recalling my classmates' names, but its not an issue la. Pple like yuan ru, yi wen, lynn, phuay, Karen, jiahui, sk, nona, Jolene.

Made a lot of friends in netball, from old to new ones. Pple like Rhoda, mei jie, si jia, carely, huixian etc etc.

Made a lot of outside friends, including shawn, who is the CL1 guru, always trying to break me n dx up. But he's joking of course, n he's not gay. Daphne, the super heavily modded CL7 owner, who is ever so rich, Lynn (np), thanks to Rae.

Felt some difference towards my sec skool mates, pple like rae, Priscillia, puay hoon, ah wei, zhiming, ah xian, Yueh Jin, Abi, Mei Mei, Evon, RuoNing, xueling. N by difference, I mean good.

Not forgetting pple in destiny6. We rawk! :)

Did and tried many different things this year.

Mostly not really worth mentioning. But was memorable.

Did itp, quite a nice experience. Christmas during supposedly 'skool holidays' for the past 12 years. Started goin to sentosa to suntan, though not a lot. Had a nice n rather different birthday, had many fun times clubbing n ktving with different pple. Cool. :P

I think I changed a lot this year. Not as in dramatic change in appearance or wat. But as in character n the way I view things. Simply, matured in this year. Hit 19 yrs of age.

I know I m still noisy or whatsoever n still quite full of nonsense, but I seriously hope pple do see the serious side of me.

I confessed dat I might have been bad, but its typical of humans to make mistakes sometimes. I have been hurtful, too direct, selfish too harsh, too overboard, too grumpy, moody at times, childish n even kpo, so I wanna apologise for everything wrong dat Ive done.

Times that I told white lies, times dat I really lied, times dat I drink, or even smoke, times dat I let my friends down, times dat I hurt them, times dat I let dx down, n even made him mad.

Sorry.

So, its been a really fruitful year so far. N how I wish skool life could go on.

been thinking a lot most of the time, n hopefully the outcome dat I've decided on has been good so far.

Hope the friends I have will remain the way they r for quite a long time to come.

A lot of things happened at home this year, but as usual, I try not to feel very bothered by them, n sometimes I try to seek comfort in company of my friends. Hope I didn't bother anybody too much. Anyway, juz hope both my parents, grandparents n siblings can lead a healthy n smooth sailing lives, without too much problems.

Kudos to all my friends for being nice or nasty to me this year. Thanks for taking the effort to scold me, care for and ask for my well being. Appreciate it, though I dun show it.

If I were to die soon, or if I ever leave this world without saying thanks to every significant person who left a footprint in my life, I would regret.

Every person I met, changed n help me become a better person. Thanks and lots of love to all of you.

If I ever were to die, please tell dx abt my blog address, even though he hates reading.

I will love you even if I'm no longer by ur side, so please take care.

Thanks to my parents for bringing me up, I'm still considered lucky in a broken family, and I still respect my dad n mum very much. Love my siblings, ang xue wen, Benjamin lim, Alicia lim. All of u bring me unforgettable memories, n thanks for growing up with me.

I've been disappointed quite a few times this year, but they are juz setbacks to help me back on my feet again n move on.

I suddenly feel dat I?m speaking like a Christian. Please be honest with me if I'm sounding really religious in a way.

Its weird to end off like dat, but I really duno wat else to say any more. Enjoy the last few hours of 2004, and welcome 2005 wif a big bang! Good bye 2004! halloooOOoOo 2005!

Happy new year to everyone! ;)

oh my god. the new template on destiny is damn cuteeee!

hahaa. maplestory de. click here to see.

right beside me, ms miao is goin to change to the same template. wahahha...
but then again, i think she is changing her mind. lol. she is goin for another template liao. lol

its damn cute!! i think if i got time might go change maplestory template also! wahahhaha :xxxx

waitin for training to start now. so sian.

i assume alot of pple are coming down today, pple like those yr 1s, those yr 2s, evon n ruoning. oh ya, and the soccer boys.

hope i have fun today. my body has not fully recovered from the fever 2 days ago, still feelin weak and alittle flu. the fever subsided already after only 1 tablet of panadol. dun wanna eat 2 tablets becoz i think its too strong, and i dun really need dat strong dosage. one more thing dat deters me from eating 2 tablets is from readin of emails which states dat panadol are poisonous and toxic, so shouldnt be consumed excessively.

i have a fren who "tu bai mo" after overdose of panadol in my sec skool. lol. she bought a pack of 12 tablets, ended up consuming abt 10 before i got to stop her. quite pro leh.

aiya. how how. pls jio me out on new year's eve. so dumb man. i got no clue whr to go, but i wanna go out! cb or sentosa? either way i gotta psycho pple to go wif me.

latest news, cb at only $30 pre-sales tix. $35 on dat day. another source is $40, but no need to queue. aiya. all so ex. sentosa i can get tix at $12, originally priced at $19. aiya~~ ask me out leh! tao yan!

gonna leave my boy at home ok! no matter he work or not! its party time for me~~~~~!! :P

the world is a cruel place.

usually, the phrase, "ren bu wei ji, tian zhu di mie" is very true.

i've come to understand the true meaning of such a phrase.

everyone will do their own things first, and if they have extra time, then perhaps they would give u the tiny bit of attention.

i know i dun have any rights to complain abt such stuffs, coz i probably is such a selfish person myself.

sigh.

wat do u mean by friends?

- make use of each other.

sorry dat i keep goin round the same topic thruout the year and i complain abt every single thing that came my way. excuse me if u would.

slight fever.

but not sick enuf to skip skool or fyp.

anyways, i'll still go for trainin tomoro. since meeting evon n ruoning already.

yawnz. tryin to sleep more early.

sigh. my money comes n goes very quickly. sometimes i dun even realised i've actually got money. lol.

i wanna go sentosa this fri! any takers? tickets at $12 nia. contact me or abi for more info.

today is the 5th anniversary for dx n me.

5 yrs of relationship, love, quarrels, togetherness.

its been a very long journey, but i was glad he had been there for me whenever i need him.

juz wanted to drop a note.

i'll LOVE u always.

hope we have many more anniversaries to come. hope we can buy our dream car tgt. hope we can live in a 4 room flat, wif my own pool table, a room of ur collectibles etc etc.

sorry dat i didnt manage to get anything for u. but i hope u would be back on time for christmas, at least we can spend the weekend tgt.

i'm quite bothered now. but i wun say y.

its getting from bad to worse. sianz.

life sucks. n skool sucks as well.

no longer lookin forward to goin to skool.

if not for fyp, i think i should start skipping lectures and all. but then again, cun be so dumb n worsen my own grades by missing out. catching up is also not a easy thing for a lazy person like me to do.

i think i only look forward to trainings.
glad to see jun in skool today. been looking forward to seeing old frens, or those whom i havent met in a long time. juz wanted to see how they're doing wif their lives. pple like nona, jolene, cammie, etc etc.

i miss trainings la. hahaz

so.. most probably be goin for trainings on wed evenings.

goin to a lesson in the morning tomoro.

then we'll be goin to sentosa to suntan. we're sort of ahead of schedule, so should be quite ok.

not intending to do any updates for next few days or weeks. but, who knows la. i might get the mood to blog anytime.

skools been pretty boring, esp during lunch. becoz i got tired of eating the same food few days in a row. everytime during fyp discussion, the mood to sleep comes on. lol. but not like i've been slping thru discussions or wat la.

sort of arrowed to bring the lappy home, becoz my house is the closest from sp, compared to my team mates. very heavy thingy leh.

life's been pretty boring. but i dun want this semester to end. if it ends, means no more fun, n i'll have to get serious n find a job. sighz.

if only i can strike 4-D huh. $2000 would be enuf to last for a few months. :X

yeah, i miss my juniors! mary was tokin abt missing me as well, coz she always find things to tok back to me, or make fun of me. hm... if i were to join lab10, i suppose the pple graduating from sp would eventually migrate to lab10 as well? quite a few obvious cliques in the team alrdy.

hope christmas would be meaningful this year or something.

caught oceans twelve. n brad pitt is such a hunk! catherine zeta-jones is such a hottie. lol.

the week is ending soon. but i felt like the whole week went past really slowly.

8/9 days to christmas.

fcuk man. i'm almost going to cry.

sometimes i'm really worried.

hope i could juz drop dead n die.

but it will be damn unresponsible to die off like dat.

I hope everything turns out fine. n it will be a better year in 2005.

hope everything goes smoothly.

n please, bless my mum.

Thanks evon for sacrificing ur bed time, juz to let me use a few hours of computer.

be back to blog next week.

wenta malaysia on sun - 5th dec. n some other stuffs. can check back next wed onwards.

- gone.

wah.....

kanna scolded by ah ma :(

say i so late then eat dinner.

ya.. i having dinner now.. :( coz i not hungry.

ate too many things juz now la.

sly lost, taufik was crowned Sg idol.

Sly very ah beng, n ah ma keep sayin he look like dx.

no la. not really.

Taufik got charmin eyes. very very charming(i agreed wif evon).

dx supports Taufik de.

n i told him dat Sly would win, like i told everyone else.

not feelin very sad abt Sly losing. coz i muz confessed dat thruout the performance today, Taufik got better wif each song, n i silently agree that he got the quality more than Sly. (slightly more la. sorry evon.. :X) so, when sly lost, i wasnt super disappointed, i was more on a neutral stand. hehe..

:P evon dun sad la! she voted for sly 10 times. haha. n she told dx :"support Taufik is ok, but dun vote for him ok? " lol. n dx said something like:"Taufik Taufik, marry meee" wahaha.. think he was joking, n tryin to imitate the 5 Taufik's brides.. hhaa..