noticed i post alot these 2 days? means my boy is working. poor thing. no slp for 2 days alrdy. really wonders how he manage to stay awake. think if i were him, i'll feel dizzy n drop dead , slpin on the bed when i hit it.

sigh. so poor thing.. here i m, got so much time to waste, but couldnt fall aslp[insomnia].

there he is, got no time to slp, wish for time to rest, but couldnt.

if we could switch places. i dun mind.

sighz...

i'm feelin so confused.

i've met pple, n i've come to realised, many pple take u as another 'tool'. these r the pple whom, i dun wanna call them 'friends', but hav no choice, as there's no other term which sounds nicer than 'friends'.

i really hate these pple. make use, dispose. damn.

r there anymore pple who r sincere enuf to be friends?

u can tell, how a person is, thru her actions.

should be quite obvious, if u're observant.

alot of things, ppl can observe, n sometimes, there r things when u duno how to say, so u quietly, show it thru actions. i would show thru my actions if, i dun really know how to react.

i m kinda stand-in-the-middle type of person.

in a clique of odd no.s, u get some who r closer to one other, etc etc. n usually, u get the 'red/sore eye', if u're not in, or not knowing anything dat the closer few tok abt. i always try not to care dat much, as in, its ok if i'm not one of the closer one to some of them in the group. i really dun mind alot. if i mind, probably means, i wanted the same attention. but its ok la. i dun yearn for anything nowadays. nothing much for me to go after.

i've learnt alot of things over the past 6 yrs of my life. i've met some of the nicest pple i can meeet. i know i'm not tokin sense here, tokin halfway n stop, halfway n change topic.

i'm juz feeling confused. i duno how to react n wat to say.

i'm not good wif expressing myself verbally. if i wanted to say something, i might not know how to put it across. so, bear wif me, anybody.

sighz. i'm juz feelin quite restless now, i've juz ate a big bowl of maggie, courtesy of my grandma. she's so cute, i juz love having her ard in the house. at least i wun feel dat lonely.

mum moved to a new place. she ask me to go to her new house. weird. i think i need to work, part time, even when i start skool. in this world, everything is abt money. no money no tok.

sigh. i'm juz a useless fly. rot n rot. not contributing.

i duno wat i wanna do, wat i wanna say. i face the computer more than anything else if i'm at home. sianz..

hopefully.. i can slp early today.. no insomnia please... *keep fingers crossed