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Tuesday, November 30, 20045:33 PM
sometimes u get the urge to post abt something senseless.
i'm feelin this way right now. eating a bowl of cup noodle, myojo - abalone noodle. juz came back from my dear's place. cleaned up his room b4 i left.(HELLO! i dun even clean up my own place :X) had a sumptous dinner at crystal jade yest, wif dear's family. omg, suppose to be his mum's treat, but dear always foot the bill. ya, his mum juz won lottery n gave us some $$ to spend. hehe ;) n his mum suggested to have a get tgt dinner wif dx, me, dx's aunt's family, dx's 2nd bro and family. his little nephew is cute. hehe. i like kids, who r btw 0 yr - 5 yrs. any older than that, please get them away from me. coz i might get mad. :X haha aiya. 2 more weeks to skool. miss trainings... miss all my mates in the team.. n hx the mama ducky. miss my dear.... n miss all of my friends, whom i had contact wif in the last 1 yr. huge range right, then i dun have to list out one by one. hehe. :) gonna finish my not so healthy someone pls remind me to catch Sg idol tomoro! or is it thurs? pls pls remind me! lol. thanks alott. :) |
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Sunday, November 28, 200412:04 AM
been home since thurs. very gd gal, didnt go out, stayed at home n face the com almost 24/7. playing game n doin nothing, surfin n readin blogs. its so boring, i almost lost track of wat day it is today. been playin maplestory. i'm not addicted, although i can play it for almost 6-10 hours daily. i'm not addicted to the game becoz, i feel very bored playin it, n i juz play it to gain level. n hell, the quests r so difficult... so i keep buyin items from others. n i got pissed off today. 2 times. becoz one stupid farker named 'WarZBenard' cheated me of 50 squishys n he ran off w/o upin my fame. n the other one, 'wateracid', who is a fcukin kid, keep sayin himself pro n say we all noobies, n said something like, 'wan me to decrease ur fame, if not dun ks.' bo liao. i kept quiet all the while. not wanting to interrupt. coz its really pointless tryin to argue wif a dumbass. then finally, the pple in dat room couldnt take it anymore, n start shootin him. made me laugh for a while. but nvtheless, its a game only, shouldnt take it to heart.... i miss YOU... pleaseee pleasee pls come back quickly.... so now, i think its really waste of time to spend precious moments of my life, still tickin at this very moment, on games... but seriously, i love playin games be it, console games - sega, sega saturn, ps/ps2, pc games, online games, etc etc. contradictin? no. coz i have no other things to do also. juz like how i hate dun like to eat ice cream. but i still have a favourite flavour(wanna guess?). its a totally different thing. juz like how u hate to work, but u still love money. make sense? ___________________________________
but, even said stories dat guan yin pu sa tried every means to save n help every person he met. each n everyone. but, he realised dat the no. of pple suffering in this world is far too many, dat he got so frustrated, n he tore himself into pieces, aka suicide. dats his version of breakin down, getting pissed, n showing frustration. n the other powerful buddhas who heard of this, they all went to fix up his body, giving each piece a magical power, n join him back again. then he became the 'thousand-hand guan yin/qian shou guan yin'. to continue helpin pple, this time, faster(wif more hands), n wif more powers.
oh, did i tell this story b4? i seem to have said it on my blog or something. lol. cun remember. pardon me. alright, i strayed off too much. wat i wanna say is, i m not as strong as u think. i will break down at times too. becoz i'm human. n being human, there will always be a little 'imperfectness' in each n everyone of us.
like how u want ur dearest to do the things u love, or do something sweet for u, but u end up disappointin nobody but urself, juz becoz he/she didnt do it. n mind u, they r not obliged to do anything of coz, its all part of ur own wishful thinking, hopin that they will do something nice.
quarrels(think b4 getting angry) less, love more. try to forgive all the tiny things, that might actually spurr u on to doin things out of impulse, like getting angry, n then regretting y u got angry in the first place. so.. juz remember to love abit more, forgive abit more, n the world might be a better place. - PEACE.
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Friday, November 26, 20041:41 PM
fcuk to my spastic neighbour.
cb damn irritating. rappin a stupid eminem song, which somehow makes him sound so retard. n he fcukin repeats dat same verse, n i almost wanna laugh coz he really sounds retard la. slpt at 530. woke up at 130. my body clock is so wrongly tuned. sianz. i'm a lousy gf right. make bf angry on his bday, no present for him. sighz. but luckily everything is alright now. sianz............................. |
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Thursday, November 25, 20045:48 PM
got another bad dream yest.
scary one. dream dat i was at my younger sis n bro's babysitter(no they r not babies anymore.) house, n was travellin to another block, to look for a shi fu. who dealts wif spirits n stuff. the whole block was so "happening", meaning some rituals goin on etc etc. n i think i saw a dead body. kaoz. alright, i think i should stop here. its quite a terrible dream. watched the "saw" on mon or tues, at PS. another psychopath movie. disturbing, yucky, makes me wanna puke, >:( hate psychopath movies, but i think i've watched so many of them, i cun even recall the titles. some of the storylines were also rather similar. suckssss.. ___________________________________
happy belated bday my dear. love u always. though u'll never be reading this. nobody is perfect, n even as perfect as i want u to be, there'll always be disappointments. |
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Wednesday, November 24, 200412:02 AM
kao. suffering from insomnia as well.
same as phuay. very jialat. mentally not tired, physically tired. slp, woke up, slp, woke up. slp 2am, woke up 548am, slp, woke up 7plus, slp, woke up 9plus, 12plus, 1pm. very tiring. for my eyes.. but like keep tossing in bed. wonder wats wrong. quite irritating to have slpless nights. sighz. playin maplestory. add me if u playing. - julian8 goin out for supper. miss all of u here. :) |
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Monday, November 22, 20042:43 AM
noticed i post alot these 2 days? means my boy is working. poor thing. no slp for 2 days alrdy. really wonders how he manage to stay awake. think if i were him, i'll feel dizzy n drop
sigh. so poor thing.. here i m, got so much time to waste, but couldnt fall aslp[insomnia]. there he is, got no time to slp, wish for time to rest, but couldnt. if we could switch places. i dun mind. sighz... i'm feelin so confused. i've met pple, n i've come to realised, many pple take u as another 'tool'. these r the pple whom, i dun wanna call them 'friends', but hav no choice, as there's no other term which sounds nicer than 'friends'. i really hate these pple. make use, dispose. damn. r there anymore pple who r sincere enuf to be friends? u can tell, how a person is, thru her actions. should be quite obvious, if u're observant. alot of things, ppl can observe, n sometimes, there r things when u duno how to say, so u quietly, show it thru actions. i would show thru my actions if, i dun really know how to react. i m kinda stand-in-the-middle type of person. in a clique of odd no.s, u get some who r closer to one other, etc etc. n usually, u get the 'red/sore eye', if u're not in, or not knowing anything dat the closer few tok abt. i always try not to care dat much, as in, its ok if i'm not one of the closer one to some of them in the group. i really dun mind alot. if i mind, probably means, i wanted the same attention. but its ok la. i dun yearn for anything nowadays. nothing much for me to go after. i've learnt alot of things over the past 6 yrs of my life. i've met some of the nicest pple i can meeet. i know i'm not tokin sense here, tokin halfway n stop, halfway n change topic. i'm juz feeling confused. i duno how to react n wat to say. i'm not good wif expressing myself verbally. if i wanted to say something, i might not know how to put it across. so, bear wif me, anybody. sighz. i'm juz feelin quite restless now, i've juz ate a big bowl of maggie, courtesy of my grandma. she's so cute, i juz love having her ard in the house. at least i wun feel dat lonely. mum moved to a new place. she ask me to go to her new house. weird. i think i need to work, part time, even when i start skool. in this world, everything is abt money. no money no tok. sigh. i'm juz a useless fly. rot n rot. not contributing. i duno wat i wanna do, wat i wanna say. i face the computer more than anything else if i'm at home. sianz.. hopefully.. i can slp early today.. no insomnia please... *keep fingers crossed |
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Sunday, November 21, 20048:42 PM
hey. i got short term memory. and i thot i had inserted this post somewhr.
........... supposed to send a sms last nite, then i type halfway, got it saved in drafts, forgot to send. until abt 5hours later, at 6am, then i send. n i thot i had type this post earlier. then i checked n realised i didnt get it saved, or watsoever. so i muz be dreamin when i thot i had posted this up. crap. alright. feelin quite fresh now. coz i juz might be bloggin abt something later on. n in case i forget,
juz a mind map. goin jp to buy food for my rabbits. grandma says i hav no "ze ren gan" = "no responsibility". i starve them for 2 days. not purposely la. i mean, forgot to buy them food. so i need to get it by today, incase they get so fed up n start biting me if i attempt to touch them. juz jesting. they r not so fierce n violent. they r tame animals. cute ones dat is. :) goin out.! |
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2:26 PM
damn sian.
insomnia since thurs. after steamboat on thurs, i've been havin trouble sleeping. no idea y, i think i fell aslp only at 4am on fri morning, 5am on sat morning, n 6am this morning. forced myself to wake up now, at 228. so hopefully i would get tired n slp earlier today. :( i hate such days where i cun slp immediately. such a waste of time. ^headache - |
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Saturday, November 20, 20047:36 PM
for the past week, saw pple dat were once close wif me.
saw eugene, n even joseph. eugene(yueh jin) was my pri skool mate, who became my brother, coz pple thot we're goin out tgt. but no, we're juz fairly gd frens back then. admit i had a crush on him, but it was how many yrs back! haha... went into sec skool, but we seldom speak to each other since then. saw joseph, dis same sec skool classmate for 4 yrs. he was my ex bf, whom, i wasnt very deeply in love in. wahahah :X aiya, its called puppy love u know. 2 months of relationship only. he's grown very fat pple! ya, its the joseph ng kim wah, the noisy, tan, malay lookalike, fella. he's in pjc, juz finished he's "a's" n he got a shock when he saw me. me:"eh! joseph!" *takes a 2nd look at him me:"y u so fat!" wahahah. his reply was dat he ate alot n study n study. so no choice. yup. i didnt quite like him after sec 3. which is like the whole of sec 4. i prefer maoxin. who's so much nicer. :) the thing i've noticed is, close frens of mine, tend to get/drift away after a while. u know, dun tok. or dun tok dat much. guess its juz me, n how i've been treating pple. i'm a person who speaks tough, but soft on the inside. if u understand. i mean, if anyone of u understand. then perhaps, u'll realised i'm not a bad person after all. alright, i'm not self promoting, i'm juz letting u pple understand. caught the shutter last nite at 12am. very scary movie. but gd storyline. go catch it. i think i wasted $$ to go in the theatres n cover my ears, cover my eyes, but i dun deny dat i'm quite freaked out thru out the show. scary ok. :P |
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7:33 PM
updates.
caught "The Incredibles" on monday. very very touching, funny show. loved it. cun remember wat i did for other days. mostly slpin n playin wif ps2. playin this car game, all by myself - "need for speed underground". quite fun. other car games r actually dominated by dx, n i dun wanna play them, coz i'm not half as gd as he is. wahhaha. :X i really cannot recall whr i went or did. becoz he's schedule is really confusing me. one moment he's wif me shopping, next he is on the way to work. when he's working, i'll be playin ps2, or online(which i cun recall actually), slping. nvm. skip all those. those dat i can actually recall: steamboat on thurs. wif jh, sk, pe, yr n supposedly karen. met them at the busstop, n had dx drive us to "zhen fa huo hai xian". ya the famous live seafood/steamboat. he got a call, then he drop us n left for work. poor thing. we got ourselves settled down, n only i was there warmin my seats, while the rest of them wenta fill up their plates. they came back wif i didnt go near the soup. becoz i'm a carnivore. :P got the dong fen, n ate some meat here n there, buns, char siew, grass power, prawns, crab, fries, etc etc. had fun eating wif them. coz their jokes really crack me up. thanks to all of them, who somehow manage to give me food everynow n then. peelin prawn shells, shoving meat onto my plate, etc etc. realised i didnt do alot of cooking. :X so thanks to all of u who were cooking. i'm scared of the prawns, who would attempt high jump every now n then, even in the plastic bottle. but they taste really gd after cookin it. fresh n gd. :) the crabs were a little over burnt, n taste like fish. but its nice nvtheless. i m a very lazy gal, n i dun do something unless i like to do it. not dat i hate cooking. but i think i forgot i'm supposed to cook, then i get to eat. i didnt cook, but i get to eat anyway, so i continue rotting ard the table. i really forgot to cook. sorry gals, make u all mafan, cook for a lazy gal. but thanks alot, appreciate all of u comin down, esp jh n yr, when jh is on a diet(or not?). thanks sk n pe too, love all of u. thanks for the present, i really dun bear to use it. its a adidas voucher, n i think i'll wait for a while b4 using it. :) |
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Tuesday, November 16, 20045:55 PM
pics r up!
me, xian, abi. 
em, i think this was taken after everybody surprised me. i was in shock n tryin to recall wat everybody did. or.. was i drunk? hehe. 
me, evon, xian. 
xueling, evon, meimei, me. 
meimei, xueling, me, ruoning. 
me n eugene. 
evon, meimei. 
they found a gal on the dancefloor who looks exactly similar to my back view. so i took off my specs to take a pic. 
Gals In Black! Cool! (no, we didnt agree on any dress code b4 meeting. :)) 
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Monday, November 15, 20041:11 PM
wah. a proven fact.
the comic shop auntie said i've slim down. my skoolmates said i've slim down. my mum said i've slim down. my grandma said i've slim down. mich said i've slim down. ah ting said i've slim down. wei feng said i've slim down. the cashier at the petrol kiosk said i've slim down. now, i feel dat it isnt another wats up man!!! y the hell is everyone saying the same thing?? wah lao. is it really dat obvious? cun be right? i've lost abt 4kg 5 months ago. now pple start telling me i've slim down when my weight is constantly at 49kilos, for abt 1 or 2 months alrdy. wth. oh, i've got a perfectly logical explanation. know my haircut? it makes my head look big right? so, many the "increase" in my head size somehow made my body look smaller. so, everyone thot i slim down? logical? :) *************************
had a dream abt a fren. i was outside busy, n she was outside busy. then she called to tell me dat, "this" is as much as she can do. hm. i also duno do wat. lol. weird dream again. having so many dreams = think too much in the day. but i swear i didnt think alot. mayb only abit. :X goin out wif dx! movie time! :) |
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4:54 AM
sat -13 nov 2004
was at home, til 2 plus. dear came to fetch me to his place for lunch. then we played games, n his house was rather crowded as relatives from malaysia were at his place to attend a wedding dinnnr at nite. he didnt go of coz. only sent his mum n bro to the location whr its held. york hotel. we went wheelock for dinner, sakae sushi. wj, clar,mich n val were havin dinner at nydc which is like next next door. but dx had sore throat, so i made him eat sakae, as there's green tea n the food is not so heaty. very nice dinner. wenta borders after the gals left, n shop til it was 9pm. then he drop me at the busstop near chinablack, n i proceeded to meet another group. evon, xueling, ruoning, meimei, abi. all of them r so nice, xueling bought a piece of oreo cheesecake for me. n i had to eat n cut n pose(i didnt really pose, all shots were candid.) for pics, w/o a candle. blowin from a lighter. so many times i lost count, while queueing. evon got a aladdin bag for me from hk. brown. got in ard 10 or 11. cun remember. should be 10 plus. waited for abi n ah xian to get in. saw yueh jin aka eugence. my brother since pri skool. he juz got into army, n got pretty gf. happy for him. lol. ordered drinks at 1130. 3 jugs. n finished 2 half jugs at a go. then i got dizzy again. then i wenta dance floor, and i didnt realise it was past 12. then suddenly one by one each of them came up to kiss me. i was surprised. but really happy. eugene came to wish me n gave me a kiss indirectly too. i didnt realise wat they were doin initially, til i looked at my hp n noticed it was few minutes past 12. thanks gals. really sweet. :) i was lookin at my hp, got a few sms from sk, yiwen, my sis, cindy, ah wei, prescilia n puay hoon. got a few more today, from rohan, phuay, karen, wj, n darlin(yr). thanks to all of them. i got a little stomach upset dat i went to the toilet again n again. but all was well by 1plus. when i came back to the group, some of them were up on the podium dancing. lol. so sporting right. evon, mei, abi were up there. i decided to join them. :) danced for quite a while. til evon went upstairs wif ruoning. n all of us followed up after awhile. was ard 230. expected dx to go home n slp when he drop me off, but he went home n played game. n told me his relatives stayin over at his place, his bro no place to slp, gotta take his room. n he went out again at 12plus. poor thing. not been havin enuf 8 hour rests. takin naps in btw his work. n still driving me ard to eat n shop. called him at 235. askin whr he is. i wanted him to slp right? but he kept tellin me to call him if i were to leave early. so he could pick me up. xueling left at 2am, coz she's really tired, n steven was waitin for her to go over(punggol). evon was leavin at 245 as jimmy was here to pick her up. but jimmy was drivin bike, so left meimei n ruoning. abi n xian had bike too. situation was this. dx wanted to pick me up to go for supper, so dat he can be at work on time even if he got a call. no time to send the rest home. i know he's nice. so i told him, since only mei n rn didnt hav transport, juz send all of us back to jurong market first. if he gets a call, he can leave us at the market n leave for work first, we'll go back ourselves. luckily they only called at 4am. n we r alrdy half way thru our bowl of mee kia n cheng teng. send them back, n i wenta meimei's place for the nite. nobody was at her place last nite. all went back to hk. i'm sorry i got the kick to do something not very nice, but only 2 of the group at cb saw it. :P everything is fine after brushing my teeth n eating something mint. mei n i chatted til it was 5plus, then mei decided to leave me alone to slp. thanks to meimei for the nice handbag n the card. had a dream, dat i woke up at 12am, which is like 15th nov alrdy. dreamt dat i slpt thru the whole day n passed my bday. which is quite saddening. imagine u slpin thru ur own bday. weird right? told mich as a joke sometime ago, dat my plan on 14th was to slp the whole day. the dream juz scared me off. i promise not to say such things again. lol. woke up at 2plus. n wf bought some food for us. he came back from his cruise in the morning. watched tv, chatted n dear told me he actually wasnt free to come back the whole day. so, i decided to wanna spend the rest of the day at home playin games or surfing net. but he called at 4pm sayin he was free from 4 to 9pm. so we went to his place, n watched tv all the way til it was 7 n ordered pizza. told him to catch some slp, but he almost wanted to bring me to jp. it was sweet, knowin dat he's so darn tired, slp abt 4 hours the whole day n yet wanna spend time wif me, sacrificing his slp time becoz its my bday. he send me home at 10pm. n he went to work til now. he's suppose to standby tomoro as well. but he called his boss n told him he needed a rest. been tedious n straining on him, to not slp well for almost a week alrdy. n his temper is getting short, becoz of his stupid darn lazy colleague, who's always tryin to avoid work. n dear is a very steady guy, he would complete the work so dat all of them could leave earlier, he wouldnt mind working extra. nice pple r always being taken advantage of. which is pure crap, becoz they put in more effort, yet they r quite always on the losing end. he didnt give me anything for my bday. which i can understand, as he's been super busy this whole week. any time off would be spent wif me. no time to buy present. he sms me at 2plus, apologising n sayin dat he's a bad bf for not getting me anything. lol. dats sweet. but i shouldnt elaborate further. hope some time off on mon morning would do him good, he really needs a gd rest n be energized b4 goin back to work on tues. thanks to everyone for the well wishing, presents. i had a wonderful time at chinablack last nite. :) me n my boy :)) 
me, meimei 
other pics were in evon's cam. will upload it once i get hold of it. i spoilt her com in a way. so she is not updatin her blog frequently. but feel free to check coz i also duno when she'll update it. hahas. bedtime! :) |
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scary dream/
Friday, November 12, 20042:30 AM
tues-wed-
basically, sleep, eat, sleep, movies. hang ard dx's place. n slp when we had a late nite, or when he came back from work. then went out to eat, n caught "The Forgotten" on Wed evening. quite a thriller. certain parts of the show were rather scary, to me. i consider "Ju-On/The Grudge" as scary, i classify "The Signs"[the crop circle thingy, mel gibson show, wif aliens appearing] as scary. big difference but, i juz cannot take it when aliens[which looks so different in every other movie] start appearing n walking ard like nobody business. at least warn me abt appearin aliens, right? scared the wits out of me.[THe Signs, i mean.] so, its quite a scary movie, "The Forgotten", a new concept i would say. new kinda storyline, which somehow makes it interesting. alright. back to this bloody horrific dream i had. dreamt dat i went into this lift wif my bf, which is a block right up to the 29th storey. then we were supposed to go to the 17th floor, which i had pressed. there's this uncle, wearing blue security uniform[suppose he's the guard la] in the lift as well. he pressed 27th storey. well, this uncle, looks kinda weird, n he told us something, which i cun remember. then we reach his 27th storey all of a sudden, n he's like:"wat r u doin here?" cun remember y we skip the 17th storey we're suppose to go to. eerie isnt it. the uncle left, n i kept thinking, wats an old man doin at such heights/high-storeys in the middle of the nite? nvm. i press to close the lift door. then the lift went up to level 29. the lift door opened, n wat did i see? i saw ghosts. they r ghosts, becoz, they float left n right, n they have this "green light" surronding them. then they have long hair, n the face looks very scary. there were 3 of them, of they were all lookin at me n my boy. wah lao eh, scary lo. then i tried to close the lift door, but it wun close. so wat i did was, i manually push the lift down one floor at a time, using my bare hands. imagine this: push my hands in a upward motion, holding the a pole, i dun think the pole exist in reality. wif this pole, my bf n i push myself all the way til 22th storey, in which this story ends by us passing out. no la, the story didnt end. i woke up actually. it was ard 2pm in the afternoon when i had this dream. 
p/s: pardon my drawing, i had this problem wif art since pri skool, having merely passes n once awhile getting 60 marks n above. dun ask me wat dx is doin in the pic, coz i duno whr to put his hands at. juz imagine him standin behind me n doin the pushin as well. oh ya, every floor i passby, the 3 ghosts stood there, not moving a single cell. scary hor. then i woke up wif so many thots of it in my head, n i almost scare myself out, being alone at his place. everybody went out to work, n nobody came home til it was 8pm. so i ate ice-cream n potato chips found at his place, to stay alive. kidding. haha. not very hungry, so that 2 snacks kept me full til 10pm, when we eventually wenta eat. wenta ECP to eat, wanton mee again, wif rojak, n wenta mei mei's chalet. her 18th bday. on a today(thursday), he went to work at 830am n have been workin til he came over 10 mins ago, takin his house key from me. poor thing. workin for almost close to 18 hours alrdy. wif no slp at all. its good to see him after such a boring day at home. i choose to stay at home to slp. coz he's goin back to work tomoro(Fri morning) at 7am again. n he said he might be working til evening. sighz. ke lian. alright. some pics for ya. wenta seletar dam last nite. this is facing the end. 
n this is the entrance. 
looks like the same right? anyway. one of the casual tok heard at last ktv session: "hey, dun say me la. u also very zi lian wat. keep takin pics of urself, see all the pics in ur hp." get wat they were saying? 2 gals arguing, sayin who's most zi -lian/self obessed, wif takin photos of themselves. ahhah. makes me want to laugh. u can seldom find pics of me, i mean, myself only, in my hp. i always take a pic wif another fren. so, i'm the not so self-obessed (yet) gal. but, being under so many influential frens who loves to take photes, in no time to come, i might be caught joinin them over in the dark side. no la, not dat its anything bad. haha. juz a joke alright. took a few more pics, while he was playin dai dee on his hp. multishot 1; shot 2:  
shot 3: 
oh. he almost pissed me off by deleting one of the photos we took at his fren's ROM. i wasnt very upset. but he purposely had to delete the nice lookin one. wonder y. this is how his dog looks like. *note: its his dog, not mine. not ours. his.
its a mini dashchund btw, his name is boy boy. ah. its a hot dog or wat u call it, a sausage dog. meaning to say, its a long body, but very skinny drawf. he has really short legs, n he cun really coordinate it well to climb up normal staircase. looks cute? ya. he really is cute.
was chatting wif rhoda on msn juz now, n i told her i had a haircut. n she went:"oh no." n i was like:"wat oh no? gd leh!"
she sent me a really surprisin sms last nite, n yeah, i really couldnt believe it when she told me she was tearing, n missing me (or singapore?) so much. lol. dun worry my gal, we'll club on sat! hehhe. i've got this sat's outing totally approved! haha. know he wun bear to object to it, i mean, he neva did, but he didnt wanna be the spoiler. :) so tomoro will be free, sat will be busy havin dinner wif destiny6, n clubbing. n sun, i can slp whole day! slp thru hari raya! sounds interesting aint it. :P realised i've taken 2-3 hours to post this blog. yes its dat long if u would believe it. but i put the time at 230am. completed this entry at 4am. gd nite! |
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Monday, November 08, 20045:44 AM
ask me wat i'm doin at this time of the
nothing much la. juz finished sms-ing my frens abt the change in my hp no. then i realised. i stupidly should hav used the new starhub no. alrdy. but i was using my old m1 no. to send. ah.. nvm. i will check n switch sim card everyday, til i terminate my old line. which is probably next week. was changing my blog song. very nice canto song. ask me for it if u wan. i'll send to u. got the mpeg(concert version) n the original mp3 version. :) love the lyrics as well. suddenly like cantonese songs. although i still duno how to say it correctly. got problems pronouncing it as well. ahha. oh, the song is si xing bu gai - twins(the gals in twins effect?/in case u were wondering..) feat' boy'z. both from hk la. got the lyrics here. can sing along to it. lol. :P figure out how to upload mp3s from com to hp. yeah :) happy. hahah. although sometimes its juz as f* up as a normal appln. the nokia pc suite dat is. but overall, quite satisfied wif the phone. no need to d/l ring tones la. ahha. mp3 can be my ringtone. :P but will be d/ling themes. :)) |
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1:35 AM
lets see. been busy after itp. busy week for me remember?.
wenta skool on fri, got thru a few boring talks. talked abt wantin to try out SAT paper in Jan, n takin SAP course. ah. sianz. wenta orchard wif kai, phuay n sk. ya ya, sk ur right, i dun probe unless i'm super curious, n i respect ur privacy n every right. til ur ready to let us know, we'll be there to listen. :) til then, hope things turn out fine for u. anyway, went dear's place after orchard. couldnt remember wat we did. wenta jp, drank my 2nd cup of bbt. first was in orchard. then he was suppose to go to work at 11plus. n it dragged til it was 530. lol. luckily i told him to catch some slp while waiting for the call. he wenta work, n i woke at 3plus. cleaned up his room wif the help of his mum. n went home. tried to upload the photos in my e700a, coz i was goin to get n7610 at nite. goodbye samsung, heLLO nokia! he came back only at 7pm. poor thing. havent had much slp. supposedly goin to work again at 9am. so wenta turf city to get my new phone. n i'm wif starhub now!. ahha. hopefully the bills come cheaper. ask me for my new no. if any of u i still havent inform. still using my old no. but willl be terminating it abt one week later. so, til then, u can get me at both no.s. i hope. :X wenta ECP wif dear, met abi n ah xian there. they gave me a surprise. haah. beck's book - "my side". said it was a bday present. abi:"i wanna be the first to give u a bday present." so sweet :) thanks dear. n ur dear. this the first time i got a bday present so early. lol. went marina sq, intending to catch movie. but it isnt showing yet. went home. he went work at 9am, leaving me to slp soundly. i woke up at 11plus. n played ps2 til he returned at 1plus. then we slp n wake n slp n wake n ate dinner. lol. practically slp thru sunday. so much dat i felt a little giddy n headache from overslp-ing. eyes r pretty tired out. but mind's still very much awake. oh ya. HAPPY BDAY JUNNIE! :) tons of ppl bday in nov. but i keep forgetting who. haa. too bad my n7610 isnt the color i want. if not i'll be a whole lot happier. got the black/red. wanted black/brown. anybody wanna swap covre wif me when u get sick of urs, feel free to contact me! will be glad to do so. anyway. feelin alittle lethargic. gonna play game. n meet him tomoro afternoon. :) chill! |
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Friday, November 05, 20042:30 AM
my sup had a talk wif me today. she's satisfied wif wat i've done so far. so.. keepin my fingers cross, i shouldnt get a C or B- i hope. i'm getting myself a gmail acc. n hope it comes asap *winks.
wenta ktv yest. had fun. n i was tryin to sing really irritating songs like machi's "shuang", songs in canto, repeat some songs, n alex to's "tuo diao". dat got xl irritated. ahha. anyways, been havin quarrels lately wif him. n i think, i'm the one to be blamed. i've been very self-centered. always doin things dat benefits me. ONLY. very selfish thinking, n actions. sighz. i duno how to change. i mean, u know u r wrong, but subconsciously, u do forget to do certain things sometimes right/?. i hope things do turn out for the better. n i m really sorry for the things dat i've did to anger u. i need to learn from my mistakes. i'm not being a weak gal. since i'm in the wrong(i'm hardly ever right), i should think n reflect on myself, right? i need a recorder, as i m sufferin from really(10 secs type) of short term memory. tell me something, turn ard, n i'll forget it. bad memory. need to be in skool 7 hours from now. n i guess i need to slp. waitin for his call though. but i guess he's still very busy. i m very broke la. even though i juz got my pay. i will spend it all in a week. the thrill u get from spendin n buyin tons of stuff in a day is indescribable. lol. :P oh. my dearest yvonne teo is goin hk today. i'm so gonna miss her, even though its only one week. tend to rather hav her ard, n not contact her, then to hav her away, n missing her. duno how to say la. hahas. ehh! so sweet la, wat u said b4 goin offline. love u much too! take care alright! we'll meet up asa u r back. ;) hav fun shopping! n eating! n dun do silly stuffs to jimmy when u get back! lol :X packin my bag.. gotta slp alrdy. |
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Tuesday, November 02, 200411:19 AM
witness the solemnization of my fren's wedding yesterday. very touching.
the judge was kind of like speakin really slowly. as if to remind the couple wat they should remember. wenta imm before arrivin at ROm at 11plus. the bride n groom gotta dress up right? after ROm, then went pic taking. n wenta restaurant for lunch. nice 8 course dinner. then wenta k-ster for ktv. there were abt 19 of us. so all wenta the biggest room, wif huge tv, n 3 smaller ones, wif computer screen for choosing songs. n it was the biggest room la. played pool for 2 hours. as didnt wanna join the crowd in the room. then went in, hear them sing a few songs. very cold room/place. at lucky chinatown. wenta the shoppin centre opp it, walked ard asking prices of hp. then went back to the ktv room. n left abt half an hour later. didnt really mix wif the rest of the crowd, as most were very gd drinkers. n my boy cannot touch alcohol. left n wenta East Coast Park for dinner. pretty impressed wif the place there. nice food, really. bbq wings, super nice wanton mee, not forgetting the satay beehoon and rojak. went orchard wif the hope of catching a glimpse of the subaru challenge goin on at ngee ann city. but alot of cars parked by the road, so we didnt wanna stop. but at 1145pm, there is still alot of pple down there. its left wif 3 contestants now, n i think the winner should be out tonite. i hope the gal wins. hehe. 2 guys n 1 gal left. they broke last yr''s record of 67 hours as well. its the 70th hour now. glad everything is ok alrdy. sigh. m i not suppose to say wat i want, becoz my pain is not as great as those who r suffering? so unfair. |
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