aiya. my sup isnt here today. my bigger sup told me to ask another colleague for work to do.

went to her desk, she wasnt there as well. hm.. so i'm told to wait for my sup's phone call. sighz. ok la. then i'll take time to blog.

went evon's place last nite, after i bathed n bought dinner. such a coincidence. this gal had to purposely call to tell me dat she ordered kfc, wun be able to finish it herself, ask if i want some, only immediately after i had paid for the food i bought. but i went up anyway, since i didnt wanna spend time on the com. d/ling songs or surfing aimlessly. didnt wanna play game too. no, i'm not addicted to gunbound. definitely not. will play it when i'm free.

the first episode of the 9pm ch 8 show was ok. was waitin for the hunk(yan xing shu from MVP qing ren) to appear, but he didnt :( he's appearing in tonite's episode, which i doubt i'll be ard to catch it. i would most probably be outside.

was surfing the net from SMU right up to this very useful webby.
www.smu.edu.sg http://www.collegeboard.com/

this is the "official" SAT webby. lots of help available. including test dates, question of the day, location of tests, no. of days to book for upcoming SAT. read dat the SAT will be renamed as SAT 1. new syllabus from Mar or May next yr. was wondering, mayb i should take the SAT b4 new syllabus one in start of next yr, see if my results r good enuf, if not, try for the new syllabus end of next yr. either ways, the test scores last for 5 years.

i was lividly cussing in my previous entry. its made me so darn confused, as to whether i should head to SMU immediately after i grad. the skool term starts in Aug, n has only 3 semester/terms per year.

i mean, head to, as in try to get in. i'm not pretty confident of securing a place of coz, as my results, still CMI la. mayb my SAT paper might help me as an added advantage. dats y i'm contemplating whether i should take it soon, so i might be get into the Aug intake. but, my financial abilities at home, surely poses a big problem. yes, i can take a loan from the legal loansharks or watever, but i dun wanna be commited to paying off fees even before i start working full time. i dun wan dat to happen. i'm gonna be spending more then i can earn if dats the case. i would rather those $$ to go to more gratifying cause. like buying a car. :D or buying my/our dream car wif dx. sigh. i need a license too. but i'm feeling so lazy to learn, go thru the 20+ stages of practical. how did these pple do it? sigh.

my interest in cars ! = interest in obtaining class 3 license.
but, my interest in bikes = interest in obtaining class 2 license. but dat would take 3 long yrs, b4 i could get my dream bike.

my dream bike ---> super big sport bike, wif super huge cc, wif twin exhaust, big beautiful headlights n tail lights. take a look.


GSX 1300R hayabusa.

i love this color.

haha. dream on.

got so much interest in this bike, i even bought a scale model of it[the orange color one]. cost me $52. damn its the nicest n coolest bike a gal could own. unless u're toking abt big exclusive bikes from BMW.

so i hav very very high respects for those pple with class 2 license[which is a bad thing, becoz most class 2 bikers r damn arrogant n hao lian]. ah xian(abi's), go get class 2, then i can get joy rides from u in future! then abi can sit in dx's car. wahahaha :X kidding la.

watched Get Rea! on channelnews asia last nite. 830 pm. those reading xia xue's blog would know. there's this guy, who wants pple to read his blog, ended up nobody reading it, n he gave up. stupid fella. i juz hate him.

couldnt make out wat he was trying to say either. well, mayb i'm really getting dumb la. i'm getting retarded. i think i need more of action games, memory games, rpgs[strategy games] to improve the current situation. like stoning everyday. muz think, n work my mind. my intellectual functions r deteriorating. help!

evon, y did u laugh when i said i couldnt understand? hm.. think u spot on la. i really m getting dumb...

this stupid fella which i mentioned n stray off 2 paragraphs ago,
was saying:"to tell ur problems n say sorry on the internet, is a cowardly way to do it. its better to speak to the person infront of u. it would be better." Mayb I had taken his words out of context, but I dun care la.

I muz admit dat the darn messenger n internet has enabled n simplify mass communication, but those conversations dat u have might have sparked off some unhappy things, n the worst part is, its actually really avoidable. Becoz u cun see the person?s expression when he was typing/saying the things dat appear on the screen, many a times pple might have been mistaken, n when u see the things dat he dun agree on, u tend to stand on the pessimistic side to view everything.

N, being the ego-istic being dat everyone is, we dun apologise or say anything to try to salvage the situation. Hm? so everyone, I would recommend dat u take all the things ur fren has said wif a pinch of salt.... Hai...

alright, back on track. fcuk la. i juz dun like him. i m bias. he so hero, then good for him la. these pple tok only for the sake of toking. speak for the sake of saying something. now, i understand wat all these means, juz like "eat for the sake of eating". waste pple time.

as if he dares to say everything directly. blog is a freedom of speech, with no editorial rights to anybody except the author herself. dats the pro. so i can say anything i like, there might be some form of interaction, or feedback u might get from the readers. the cons will be dat, all the problems might be known by much more pple than when u keep it inside ur heart, n tell only one or two bosom buddies.

hm.. as i dun hav a best fren, wat i do is, i tell different pple abt things goin on in my life. i dun tell everything to one person only. becoz, i think, different fren will understand things at a different rate. some i go to for fren's advice, some i go to for family advice. juz like how i dun tell dx abt wats happening in my home. he is so not interested in my daily life, i once told him: "can u appear more interested in my daily activites? like how i fare for napfa, how was my sentosa trip, how was my shopping trip. can ask me things like dat or not?/"

his reply:"im only interested in my (super high maintenance)wife."
he is refering to his car. ya, dats his first love, i'm 2nd. (low maintenance, dats y no need to inquire abt my daily life.) :(

so, sk, when u ask dx to becareful when u said i'm in love wif cars more than i'm in love wif him[in a testimonial added in frenster very long time ago], mayb i should! then we'll be equal. :D

aiya. not saying bad things abt him. i m a very faithful gf. O_O

alright. at this point, i must admit, i'm blogging for the sake of blogging. sorry for wasting anybody?s time. Wanna be true to myself n anybody reading this.

I?m not addicted to blogging. I?m probably a little addicted to him (n mayb some other.. heh.). :P naughty me.

ciao!