for the netballers.
I really felt myself gave up on the team after the 1st quarter. i'm sorry that i had a i'm-pissed-off-look on fri.
i really felt that everyone else gave up on the team too. made me felt really down. its the last game, n we're facing yet another strong opponent. NYP. first quart, n they r leading 17-2. it sucks.
everyone had a really slack attitude, includin myself. not that anyone is to be blamed for this. we're expecting to lose, n we didnt really put up a gd fight at all. the SMU game was when we displayed wat was called a gd fight.
Sorry Sj, and everyone else, i shouldnt hav gave up, but something happened that changed my attitude right after 1st quart. shouldnt say wat or who. its juz fault on both sides. pls dun ask wat/who.
Sorry Rhoda, that i made u said something out of frustration. i think its like a air borne disease tat spreads. the mentality that is. if someone is feelin down, n nobody does anything to help/cheer, then it might go from one person to the other, n ended up affecting the whole team.
Sorry Abi, for making u worry etc. thanks for ur concern ya. :]
partly for the fact that our coach wasnt present on fri, she went to Thailand on a company trip. she did called from Thailand juz b4 our game started. thanks for the card, n the effort to laminate them. how sweet.
i wanted to get out of the court when jane was speaking to us. i hav to admit that i almost cried. i controlled myself. luckily i didnt cry n make a scene. i could imagine pple putting their arms ard me. haiz. i didnt bring my towel that day. if i did, high possibility that i would bury my face in it n start crying.
Sharon n Meixin came to speak to me at ah beng's coffeeshop, b4 half of the team reach. they tried to cheer me up, saying things n tryin to make me smile. thanks for that. i really appreciate it. Received Shar's, Rhoda's n Sj's sms later in the nite. Thanks to u gals for that.
was late, n i was kinda worried for their[juniors'] safety if they were to reach home after 12. but they were rather nice, to chat with us til 1230 before leaving. half of them already plan on taking a cab home. ;]
pity tat alot of them r leaving the team this yr. esp since they r only yr 1s. last i heard, rhoda, chunpei, yenwei n even sj is leaving. sighz. juz when the team juz built up some team work etc. i guess, we'll hav to invite those yr2s who were missing the past few months back to train, n those yr 1s who wanted to join.
enuf of the disheartening stuffs. here's something which i look forward to tonite. gonna buy a bday cake, develop some photos, n celebrate bday for hx! yeah! my coach bday tomoro! haha. hope alot of pple coming down. quite a few not coming alrd, mj, abi, rhoda, maryanna, joyce.. n duno who else. thats abt 14-5 = 9 pple left? got lynette to design a bday cum thank u card for her. she was toking abt buyin a netball, then we all write watever on it as a present. muz admit that its really creative to think of this, but, not very feasible on 2nd thot. nvm, will ask the rest for opinion at the end of the day. hehe.
not that anyone of them whom i mentioned will be reading this.
its juz a post-game feeling.
oh, someone juz made my day! offered to buy bubble tea for me! haha. thanks Sj! ;] so nice of u to offer to go home to take the cam n buy bubble tea. thank U!!! *grins
hope we hav fun tonite!! ahaha. feelin rather cheerful now. hehe... be back to blog tomoro! ;)
- PEACE! -