busybody - me.
Tuesday, September 07, 200410:10 AM
at some point in time, i hav this feelin of wanting to reach out to certain pple. this is not the first time i felt this way. n i know its definitely not the last of it.
the last time i tried, i think it was like a rejection. now, i fear being rejected again. mayb i'm juz too busybody. i shouldnt even care abt how they are. i should juz leave them alone. they will do fine without me, or anybody who wants to reach out to them in fact.
i've noticed, the pple whom they care abt most, will be the only ones who is able to motivate them. its a simply logic. everyone wants to display their best in front of the pple who matters alot to them.
however much amnt of encouragement we gave has never even reached them. everyone has been encouragin in one way or another. but they juz dun feel it. i dun understand y. perhaps my simple logic is right. only voices of those who matter will be able to reach them. all other noise will be filtered out.
i shouldnt make myself look like a fool anymore tryin to tok sense.
i'm juz gonna give up.
|