tired.
Friday, July 30, 200412:39 AM
tired. glad i survived today's training again. jane was right, i was way too slack, haa.. but the thing is, i wasnt really bothered if i would get in the team or not. coz my heart isnt there. ran like shit today. feeling really tired, hands, body, thighs aching. my ankle is still swollen but luckily its been rather "guai". its becomin such a chore to go for training lately. been lazing, slacking too much.
itp - did 3 wrong things in 2 days. fCuk. suppose to do conversion for 3 files, the first file, i missed out on a row. the 2nd file, i miss the whole bottom portion. the best part is, the 3rd file, i converted totally the blarDi WRONG FILE~. sure give bad impression. like neva listen properly. fact is, i didnt know which r the files. the instructions were so not clear..
i need rest badly, been slpin late everyday. finally kenna mensus. for those who know wat i mean. finally~ well, it's definitely due to wat happen past 2 months, all the stress, "depressed" period has really affected my health n body. glad i'm "well" again. made me rather worried, for a while i thot i need to see the doc.
xx
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